The addiction got so bad that even if I was having sex five times a day it just wasn't enough for me it was after the birth of my third child and I actually was going through a period of depression and roughly two years into this about depression I started to crave sex more Frequently and until it became to the point where it was all I could think about it got to the point where going out of the house I found found very uncomfortable because it was all I could think about in terms of really getting sort of professional inputs that can Meet the needs of some of these people that are so trapped by the condition there certainly needs to be more services developed by the NHS towards the end there wasn't just felt like nothing nothing could help me certainly I think at some stage where we're going to be able to accept that Sex addiction and porn addiction really are the same as other kinds of addictions I know it's real I've been through it I've lived through it and thankfully I've made a full recovery