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Look been chasin that peace like the repo chasin rent
Headlights slicin through the guilt I keep tryin to resent
Everybody say Slow down but my bones say Keep drivin
Pretty dont mean nothin if your soul aint survivin
If I crash if I burn let the record show this
I aint fake that smile I just learned how to hold it bitch
I been huntin for a sunrise in a life built on night
Tryin to find me some calm with my hands still ready to fight
2 am summer thick radio hush mind loud
Same old hurt in a new zip code same dark cloud different crowd
Cupholder full of old receipts fast food wrappers change and blame
Phone on 8 percent no texts that help just names that look like pain
I roll past bars past scars past the boy you aint shit
Past the mirror where I practice Im fine then my eyes dont fit
I been through that numb me phase yeah I know that road
Where one little sip turn a whisper into a whole damn overload
I learned quick shine dont equal safe loud dont equal strong
Some folks feel like heaven til they teach you what is wrong
And I aint drivin drunk nah I buried that stupid habit
I seen what it costs I paid that price I aint tryin to relive that damage
But I still ride reckless in my skull thats the part folks miss
Speedin through my own thoughts like the law got a warrant for this
They say Get a plan I say Im tryin not to drown
Tryin to keep my boots on earth while my head float outta town
I crack jokes in the dark cause the dark crack back
Like You want peace Pay pain Yeah it dont come attached
Tell me what you know bout laughin in public then cryin at red lights
About starin at a ceiling fan like it owe you new nights
Tell me what you know bout Im good bein code
For If I sit with my thoughts too long I might fold
I been chasin that peace like the repo chasin rent
Headlights slicin through the guilt I keep tryin to resent
Everybody say Slow down but my bones say Keep drivin
Pretty dont mean nothin if your soul aint survivin
If I crash if I burn let the record show this
I aint fake that smile I just learned how to hold it bitch
I been huntin for a sunrise in a life built on night
Tryin to find me some calm with my hands still ready to fight
5 am cold sweat sheets twisted jaw clenched tight
Wake up swingin at shadows like they been waitin all night
Night terrors run reruns like a broke TV stuck on the worst scene
Same fear different angle still feels real still mean
I hear my weakness say Quit I hear my backbone say Dont
I hear the old me beg for easy and the new me say I wont
I been walkin through my hell with a pocket knife and nerve
Tryin to carve me a path out the mud I used to deserve
People love your shine hate your honest love your hook hate your hurt
Love you when youre funny disappear when the truth get dirt
So I talk to the road cause the road never judges
It just opens up miles while my chest rearranges
I aint searchin for perfect Im searchin for steady
For a breath that dont shake for a mind that stay ready
For a day I dont flinch when my phone start buzzin
For a night I dont need all them vices for nothin
Yeah I want whats real not whats pretty on sight
Cause the prettiest things be the sharpest knives
Some nights I get so low I cant hear my own name
Then I crawl out the hole hands bleedin from the frame
I dont need a throne I need a reason to stand
Need my future in front of me not a bottle in hand
So if you feel like youre sinkin in the same damn sea
Put your fist to your chest breathe slow with me
We aint fixed were built piece by piece by bruises by time
We just learn how to live while were still fightin our mind
Yeah I been chasin that peace like the repo chasin rent
Headlights slicin through the guilt I keep tryin to resent
Everybody say Slow down but my bones say Keep drivin
Pretty dont mean nothin if your soul aint survivin
If I crash if I burn let the record show this
I aint fake that smile I just learned how to hold it bitch
I been huntin for a sunrise in a life built on night
Tryin to find me some calm with my hands still ready to fight
Room used to spin now it just sways
Eyes red voice steady
I aint chasin a high no more
Im chasin a life

[LYRICS BELOW] “Lonely Dirt Road” is a personal song i wrote. Share this with everyone and anyone and let’s make an impact. Somebody out there needs this. Love y’all…Thank you.

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https://dax.lnk.to/LonelyDirtRoad

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Shot by: Logan Meis
Produced by: Lex Nour Beats

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Lyrics:

When I need space that’s where I go
A place to escape that nobody knows
Where I feel free to let things go
And face this evil that burdens my soul
I bring my hatred, I pack my pain
All the emotions I cannot explain
It’s where I found God
And filled that whole
It’s he, myself and I
On that lonely dirt road

I needed somewhere to take my mistakes
I didn’t want my family to see me cry
They’ll never know I’m
carrying all of this weight
Dealing with the pressure
of trying to provide
No sign of struggle can show on my face
They ask if I’m OK I just flash them a smile
Fire up that engine to take me away
I’m speeding through emotions with every mile
On that road is where I find my peace
I remember daddy told me about some times like these
On that road is where my minds at ease
I keep driving life away, rejecting change so

I tried my best to plant the seeds
And then I watered everything that was in my life
But as a man, the only flowers that you get
Are when you’re 6 feet under on the day you die
I think I feel the pain my father felt
It’s finally sinking in
looking back all I see is his eyes
He said that house is not a home
Unless you build it on respect
with some kids and a loving wife
If these walls could talk
I bet they’d say it’s all my fault
That I don’t try hard
That I ain’t man enough
That I ain’t standing up
That I just burn everything
that my hands touch
If these walls could talk
I bet they’d say I’m to blame
That I’m the one who put myself inside of all of these chains
That my addictive personalities what ran them away
And that I hurt myself by staying quiet
And not explaining I’m broken
In places, I can’t even see
I know there’s gotta be a heaven
Because the hell that’s in me
Is taking a dangerous toll
That I’m paying with all of my soul

When I need space that’s where I go
A place to escape that nobody knows
Where I feel free to let things go
And face this evil that burdens my soul
I bring my hatred I pack my pain
All the emotions I cannot explain
It’s where I found God
And filled that whole
It’s he, myself and I
On that lonely dirt road

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Dax – “Lonely Dirt Road” (Official Music Video)